Today I saw my new eye when I got up
Third eye sprung open but still
I couldn't see
and this drove me crazy for a while until I fell back
into that precious little hole I like to call my mind
From there I tried to speak to you with my new tongue
it said nothing but words I can never explain
and when I tried to understand all these things I have done
I lost my will to live in silence again.
And this drove me crazy for a while
until my face hit that waiting floor
I like to call my pride.
some days I'm violent
today I'm cruel
tomorrow maybe I’ll feel like shit
and be invisible to you
I'm lucky like that.
If only you can see me laughing at you
with my skin painted red with hate
but its all for me, not you
Ever wonder if I can see? Just fine.
Why cant you see that?
When I woke up
and tasted a first breath
with new lungs filled with death
I choked the day blue
just for you my dear, just for you.
and collapsed into what I once was
choking like a dying Clown
and when I tried to love with my new heart
all the stitches came unglued
so I crawled back to you my dear
just to bleed me.
I tried on some new skin today
it felt like me but was a bit darker than I'm used to
so I asked a stranger for advice, I asked you
and right through me you walked, right by
I was invisible to you
whats wrong with you
today why cant you see
that I'm having such a lucky day. EK